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Called to the Wild: Documenting a World Without Fences

I’ve spent years chasing animals across continents, camera in hand, heart wide open—but I’ve never really stopped to write about why. Why I care so deeply. Why I do this work. Why I’ve devoted my life to telling stories of the wild.

So here it is. A little window into where it all began.

I was born in April 1971 and raised in San Juan, Texas—a small border town near the southern tip of the state. Back then, it was all dirt roads and open fields. We had two or three TV channels. There was no internet, and no cell phones.

That meant summer days were spent outside, in the Texas heat, under big skies, exploring my world.

I didn’t have neighbor kids to play with. My brother and I had different ideas of fun. So I was often alone… collecting lizards and bugs, watching animals, inventing games, playing in the dirt.

I had a freedom that’s hard to find now. No one worried about a kid roaming the outskirts of town alone back then.

And even at a young age, I was already showing signs of who I’d become. I had an addictive personality. A deep curiosity about animals. A fearlessness that sometimes made my mom nervous. She once told me she had to climb on top of the car to get me off the roof of our house. I was two years old.

From the beginning, animals were everything to me. I didn’t just like them—I needed them in my life.

I wanted to be a veterinarian, but not the kind who worked with dogs and cats. I wanted to work with lions. Elephants. Crocodiles. I wanted to be out in the wild, not in a clinic.

I read constantly. Poured over wildlife books. Studied animal behavior long before I had the language for what I was doing. And I always had pets—hamsters, chickens, cattle, horses, turtles, even show animals I raised through 4-H and FFA. Those programs taught me how to care for livestock, but they also taught me something else: I wasn’t built to raise animals for slaughter.

I’ve never liked killing. I’m not a hypocrite—I eat meat, and I understand the realities of life. But if there’s no need, I won’t do it. I’d rather just sit and watch animals.

As I got older, life pulled me in other directions. I worked construction, I fixed motor bikes, and I rode bulls.

I tried on the tougher life as a bull rider. It was a gritty, adrenaline-fueled world—raw and dangerous. Every ride was chaos. Eight seconds of violence and power. But even in those moments, surrounded by noise, dust, and cheering crowds, I wasn’t chasing trophies. Not really, I was chasing something else entirely.

For me, it was about learning to move with it— jump for jump. I wanted to dance with something wild and powerful. That feeling of riding an animal that couldn’t be tamed, and somehow matching its movements, was everything. I didn’t want to conquer it. I wanted to connect with it.

Eventually, I left that world behind, because I found something else that would change everything for me.

I encountered my first shark.

They weren’t what people said they were.

They were intelligent. Beautiful… and they had individual personalities.

I saw them clearly, and I wanted the world to see them that way too.

So I picked up a camera—not to collect images, but to tell stories. I wanted to speak up for the animals that had given me so much.

That camera became my compass.

In 2003, I launched Shark Diver Magazine, which opened doors I never expected. It connected me with people who felt the same way I did. And more importantly, it gave me a reason to chase these stories full-time.

Eventually, that mission evolved into SDM Adventures—a place where I could bring others along with me. Not just to show them wildlife, but to try and feel something as well. I wanted people to walk away changed.

That’s the heart of what I do now.

I take people into the wild not just to witness it, but to help them remember that they’re a part of it. I want them to feel what I felt when I first looked into the eye of a tiger shark. Or when I watched a mountain gorilla watching me. Or when a pilot whale hovered next to me like I belonged there.

As a kid, I was shaped by stories. Books and documentaries about people who lived with wildlife. People who gave their lives to understanding and protecting the natural world. Those stories didn't just entertain me. They gave me a map for living with purpose.

Now, I hope to do the same for others.

hanging out with a modern day dinosaur

Through photography. Through writing. Through expeditions. Through every conversation and every image shared, I’m hoping to spark something in someone else. A curiosity. A calling. A shift.

My life’s work is to document a world without fences. To capture what’s still wild and free—and to help people fall in love with it, just like I did.

Because when people fall in love with nature, they are more willing to protect it.

And that, in the end, is why I do what I do.
The wild called to me before I even had the words.

Now, I tell its story… and my hope is someone out there hears it too.

A Fresh Start: Returning to My YouTube Channel

I started my YouTube channel back in 2011, inspired by a simple yet powerful idea: to share this incredible world without fences.

I wanted to bring people closer to the wild, to showcase the beauty and magic of this world that I love, and tell stories that matter.

But somewhere along the way, I got away from it all.

The truth is, I just wasn’t consistent with it. Recording video, editing footage, writing, crafting stories, and editing images—it’s a lot to take on, especially when you’re doing it all yourself.

It became overwhelming, and my focus shifted elsewhere.

Yet, despite stepping back—the love for sharing these wild places and incredible moments—never left me.

Now, I’m ready to return to the channel, to reconnect with what made me start this journey in the first place. Telling fun stories about the wildlife we encounter.

Of course my videos are not about perfection—it’s about sharing. Sharing raw, unfiltered moments, the challenges, the triumphs, and the beauty of the world I’m so lucky to explore.

I’ve realized that even if it’s not always polished, it’s worth it to share these stories. Because for every tiger sighting, every ibex photo, every encounter with a polar bear, there’s something deeper—a connection to nature that I hope inspires others to explore, protect, and cherish the wild.

I’m excited to get back into the rhythm of creating, even if it’s not always easy. Sharing these moments with you is what makes it worthwhile.

If you haven’t already, please subscribe to my channel, hit the notification bell, and join me on this journey.

Your support means everything. It helps grow this community of wildlife and adventure enthusiasts, and it fuels my motivation to keep going, even on the tough days.

A Heartfelt Thank You

For those who’ve been here since the beginning, like my buddy Steve Crawford, who is always encouraging me to share more stories… thank you! and to everyone who has been a part of this journey, thank you for sticking with me.

And for anyone just joining—welcome.

This is a new chapter, and I can’t wait to share it with all of you.

Let’s explore this world without fences, one story at a time.

As a Kid I wanted to Work with Wildlife!

anaconda in the Southern Pantanal, Brazil.

I travel. I keep visiting new places. I keep seeking out new animals. It’s what I love to do, and it’s what I live for.

As a kid, I ate, slept, drank, and dreamed of wild animals. I wanted to be around them every moment of the day. All my toys were animals—until Star Wars came along, then it was Star Wars everything—but my books were always about wildlife. I’d read stories about far-off places where exotic creatures roamed, and I dreamed of being there, of going there.

I grew up in rural South Texas, surrounded by orange orchards, plowed fields of corn and melons (which I still can’t stand to this day), and small ranches with horses and cattle dotting the landscape. Our only neighbors were the Curls. Bob Curl was an old horseman who never liked me much—I asked too many questions, I guess.

My days were spent outdoors, running down dirt roads, flipping over rocks for lizards, chasing snakes, spotting ground squirrels, and watching birds. When evening came, the toads would emerge, and I’d try to catch them. As the sun dipped behind the orchards, fireflies would start blinking across the fields, and I’d run through the dusk trying to grab them, knowing that when the fireflies came out, it was time to head inside.

I’d walk through the door hungry, sweaty, covered in dirt, with a runny nose and a big smile on my face.

It was a good childhood.

Growing up, I wanted to be a veterinarian, but not for cats and dogs. That never interested me much. I dreamed of working with wild animals. I wanted to go to Africa, to treat lions, elephants, giraffes—anything big, wild, and untamed. At the time, it was the only path I knew that could get me close to the animals I loved. I had no idea that wildlife filmmaking, guiding, or photography could be careers. Being a vet was the only way I could imagine making a life out of my passion.

Photographing sperm whales off Dominica. Image by Jean Dubois

That was over forty years ago, and here I am at 51 years old, still eating, sleeping, drinking, and dreaming of wildlife and wild places.

Having a bit of fun, sizing up an American crocodile off Banco Chinchorro, MX. Image by Mark Rangi

Dancing with my beloved tigers, Tiger Beach Bahamas. Image by Jack Meadows.

There’s nothing like being there, stepping into a landscape where a rare animal roams, breathing in air that few have breathed, waiting for that one moment where everything aligns. I understand when I need to keep my distance, and I always do when it’s necessary. And, of course, some animals just aren’t meant to be approached—sadly.

But those moments when I can be close, when there is no blue between us, when a silverback gorilla walks just a few feet away, those are the moments I live for.

Some people call me an adrenaline junkie for it, but I’ve never seen it that way.

I’m not chasing danger. I’m just comfortable in the wild. It feels normal to me. It feels like home.

With my partner in crime, Maritza Martinez. Tiger Beach Bahamas.

This year, we’re celebrating twenty years of running wildlife expeditions. It’s crazy to think that this is my job—that taking people to see wild animals is what I do for a living. I’ll never take it for granted. Helping people on their own wildlife journeys, helping them make their dreams come true, gives me purpose.

None of this would have been possible without the love and support of my family, especially my wife, my dad, and my brother. They believed in me and every one of my crazy dreams. Why, I’ll never know. But they did.

As I write this, I wonder what compelled me to share all this. Then I remembered—it was a social media post that sparked it. Someone asked me to tell more of my story, so here it is.

Well, a tiny piece of it.

There’s a lot more to tell—the motorcycle days, the bull riding days, the wild teenage years—but those stories don’t belong here. What does belong here is the reason I do what I do.

As a kid, I wanted to be close to wild animals.

That hasn’t changed. I can’t help it. It’s just the way I am.

My daughter, Sophia, has always joked, "There’s close… and then there’s Eli close."

Giant anteater, Bonito, Brazil.

Writing this has brought back so many forgotten memories—so many moments of my childhood that made me who I am today. Of course, it wasn’t perfect. Nobody’s childhood is. But the good outweighed the bad, and that’s all that matters.

And in the end, this has never been about a career in wildlife.

It has always been about living out a little kid’s dream.

Thanks for reading.